|and then youll drive away from my car crash of a heart.
||[Jan. 28th, 2006|10:29 pm]
|||||ambulance romance- the bled||]|
this weekend, i have been probally the biggest complete waste of air on a human being ever.
and im going to bitch now.
friday after school i made chocolate chips pancakes.
went to best buy. and spent like 35$ on cds that i shouldnt have.
came home and started sewing my clothes to fit me.
because apparently no one else in the world has a normal waist and chicken legs.
then andrew called and picked me up.
we went to get karl and rosie and went to the show in haddon heights at that cafe.
it was pretty good. we left early cause it was so cramped and stuff.
today i sat around.
and did nothing. absolutly nothing.
i didnt eat.
i didnt nap.
i just laid on the floor doing crunches and watched a marathon of "project runway"
then my mom finished sewing my clothes.
i watched forest gump.
watched more tv.
and here i am.
i havent been this bored in a really really long time.
my mom kept telling me how nice it was out. and i wanted to get out.
but no one was around.
tomorrow im working 5-9.
so i probally will be a waste of life again tomorrow until work.
monday we start a new semester or whatever. so i have to go from poetry to creative writing. and im not so sure about that. i dont know how well i am at writing stories. although i never tried it so i cant say ill suck but i probally will. my forehead is tired. and thats probally the weirdest thing ever. but like my forehead is tired. and i dont know how to explain that. matts birthday is in 4 days. valentines day is in like 2 weeks. aye ya ya. ive spent every single day from last friday until thursday with him and now hes in the poconos and thats weird to me. i shouldnt be tired but i dont think ive ever been this tired in my life. i got that new aim triton like a few weeks ago. i cant stand it. its weird and i still cant get used to it. but whatever. my legs are really smooth today. i did pretty good this semester. my family doesnt care about foreign languages or exams. so if you minus that from grades ill have all a, b, and c's. but on the midterms i have one F and one D. i start waitressing on monday. well training. and ill probally get my own section next sunday night. which will be nice. its about time. ive only worked there for a year and 1/2. ahahah. i cant wait till this summer. i just hope its half as good as this past summer and the summer before that one. ive probally gone really over my texting for the month and that sucks. and im completely broke except for my full piggy bank and my paycheck in another week. but then that will be gone soon too. but i paid my parents off. finally all 210$ i owed them for going over the phone minutes. it only took 4 months. my sisters going to be 19 on monday. and thats weird. i guess this is getting longer and more boring as i type. so i guess ill just post picture now.
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